Hi Amy,
Paul seems to say something similar in Roman 7.
“For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do… Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it… What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!”
Paul sees himself as having two natures simultaneously. He is both in Adam and in Christ. The Paul-in-Adam loves sin and opposes God. The Paul-in-Christ hates sin and serves God. Paul longs for the day when the two natures are severed forever. The evil Paul will be utterly destroyed by God, leaving the real Paul, the Paul-in-Christ, behind.
This makes sense of many passages like “God works all things together for those who love him”, and “God has compassion on those who fear him.” Does this mean God has no compassion on most (since most don’t fear him), or that he works for the good only of the few who love him? Surely not. But if there is something born of God in every person, and this part fears Him and loves Him by nature (whether they quite realize it or not), then of course God’s love will work for the good of that part of that person. In the same way, God’s wrath will be working towards the destruction of the evil part in every person.
Jesus rejects the wicked, saying “Depart from me. I don’t know you.” But supposing one of them replies, “Hey! Course you know me! I’m Billy Bogger, from Wogga Wogga.” “Ah,” says Jesus, “Yes. I do remember now… Billy Bogger…”
God can know only that which is real. God can tell me what light is (photons etc) but he cannot tell me what darkness is. Darkness, being the absence of light, isn’t actually something. It’s nothing, and not even God knows what nothing is. Now if evil is the absence of good just as darkness is the absence of light, evil is also nothing. Not even God knows what it is. So when he destroys the evil in me, God will say to my shadowy Adam-self, “Away from me, you who are cursed, into the fire. I do not know you.”
“This is the end of our hope, that nothing shall be left contrary to the good, but that the divine life, penetrating all things, shall absolutely destroy death from existing things.” Gregory of Nyssa.