I want to add that I think Parry’s Evangelical Universalist would make a great ice breaker with any pastor. The pastor might or might not agree to read it, but the title itself would begin a conversation that would tell you if that pastor would work with you.
I pray that you can minister as a home group leader while holding an evangelical universalistic eschatology, if that is your vision.
I did finally talk to my pastor on Saturday 9/25/2010. Unfortunately I have been extremely busy and unable to update you until now. Since such a large amount of time has passed since then I thought it would be best to just start a new thread at Out In The Open entitled “Out In The Open”.
I appreciate your interest and would appreciate your prayers for the future.
I am very concerned about how I would handle this:
I hope everything works out well for you, especially with your wife, as you had mentioned in previous posts how accepting UR had led to problems. I prayed for you today.
Thanks for your prayers for me firedup. It’s been a challenging, profoundly hurtfuly several months for me since I “came out” as trusting in the salvation of Christ for all humanity, not “only” we who believe. Since childhood I’ve enjoyed being actively involved in local churches, teaching, preaching, prophecying, etc. But I find myself now very isolated and unable to use my gifts and talents due to my faith in Christ for the salvation of others, instead of having faith in Christ for the damnation of “others”.
Firedup2000, I so appreciate how you organized and expressed your thoughts and feelings about isolation. I am experiencing the same spiritual and emotional pressures made worse by having just twice read John Noe’s book, Hell Yes, Hell No, after finally coming (mostly) to terms with my two year theological sea-change to full preterism.
I can’t imagine what a heretic I will be seen as by most of the modern evangelical body and even my family. I’ve given up looking for a Biblically faithful church where I will be safe to continue pursuing answers to lingering questions on these two issues of Preterism and Christ-centered Universalism.
So in reality, my position on hell is a hybrid of that of the Eastern Orthodox and Tiffany Snow’s vision, where their energy **might **become part of the new earth. What counts is how they respond to God’s attempt to save them, by this over powering love in Christ. Hell is Heaven experienced differently, as the Eastern Orthodox express it. Perhaps it is the Dark Night of the Soul of St John of the Cross.
Notice I like Butler’s position over that of eternal conscious torment. There’s also the experiences of Tiffany Snow, who had a near death experience. She became a contemporary Christian healer and stigma bearer (i.e. in the Old Catholic Church tradition). Here is her perspective on what happens three weeks after death at After Death
Therefore universalism, annihilation and eternal, self-imposed exile, are all humane options (from a human standpoint), on how we response to God’s all embracing love, where God finally becomes “all in all”. And would God know how humans would respond, or do we take some option like Open Theism ?
Or let’s put it this way. A doctor comes to you with a new scientific wonder drug. This drug can put you in an eternal blissful state, and make you exceptionally strong, smart and fast, along with being immune to all diseases. But the drug could also kill you or put you into an internal, imaginary world, where you don’t experience the real reality - perhaps it’s the “real” reality of the Matrix movies, that becomes your new reality. And the doctor might not know if it would work on everyone 100% of the time. Would you take it?