For anyone who’s wondering, I have a lot of evidence (though I suppose not decisive!) that Laurie isn’t “Rachel/Tamara” sock-puppeting again. 
Their internet trace is quite different, and Laurie showed up first a few weeks ago on completely different topics. She’s just being nice. 
Actually Jason, it is kind of cool knowing someone is watching the gate so to speak. 
Thank you, Jason, for saying I am who I am…and not someone else.
I will always be who I am…
regardless of any man’s rules on theology boards, personal lives, or any *thing.
Jesus luvs me & I am freakin crazy in luv with Him.
It’s just that this two gospel thing among brethren is making me crazy.
I have studied it now, this past year.
I think it is more a doctrine of two destinations…grace/Paul/nations=uncircumcized to minister to the celestials
Circumcized= to minister on earth
So little to nothing in scripture…i see about a ministry in celestials.
And frankly…I luv people here. I don’t want to leave here. I want to be here and take care of all loved.