Hello All (in this forum),
This is my first post here, and I’m excited to have found this forum. I’ve been a Christian for 20 years, struggled against legalism, separated myself from my first church family (a Calvary Chapel Costa Mesa affiliate), was called a heretic for believing that the grace of God was applicable to our lives and growth as much as it was for our justification, and was accused of making grace a hobby-horse in order to provide an excuse for my own sins. These accusations were partly right - but I never would make an excuse for my sin … I was born this way, Everyone else is doing it, I just can’t help it, It’s not my fault… rather I freely admit [confess] to being wrong when I’m wrong and trust that all is okay with God because of the work of Christ.
About 10 years ago, I was first introduced to the idea of Ultimate Reconciliation, and I studied it very thoroughly, I thought. At that time, it seemed to me to fizzle out every time I followed the teachings of a particular strain of thought (inclusive, exclusive, dispensational arguments, preterist arguments, etc). I was at least, for a short time, open to the idea.
Unfortunately, the staff and members of our small church who embraced the idea of UR stopped worshipping, praying, and they stopped “being nice”. They seemed to adopt an attitude of “it doesn’t matter what I do because Christ did it all”. I saw the fruit of their teaching as evidence that something just wasn’t right with their belief system. After some time, one of the main ‘Guest Speakers’ who introduced this idea of UR admitted to being a “celibate homosexual”. At the time, I perceived UR as nothing more than a fancy way to make an excuse for sin, and if Christ died to provide forgiveness and the removal of sins, why would we need to make excuses?
Since that time, I’ve been living in a dry place, spiritually. No prayer and no joy, but not miserable by worldly standards - just a practical atheist, I suppose.
Recently, I stumbled across tentmaker.org and read a testimony there that really touched me, and something in me (God?) just plain felt that there has to be something to this idea of UR.
So here I am. I’m open. Really open.
Now to the reason I put “Philip Gulley” in the subject line. I saw references in this forum to his books, so I went to the library today and checked-out three of them. Before opening any of them, I searched Gulley on the internet, found that he lives in Indiana not far from me, and I thought “Cool - I have a local resource to turn to!”. Then I opened “The Evolution of Faith” and read the first chapter.
Uggh!
Come on! Really? Muslims in church? Atheists in church? And they’re all spiritual people? Homosexuals are just as equipped as heterosexuals? Page 8: “Perhaps the evolved Christianity … will be less concerned with worshipping Christ the King. For where the primary focus of a spiritual community is the worship of its central figure, the patterns of hierarchy become established … eventually demanding unthinking conformity…”
Something in me (God?) just plain felt like throwing up.
Please don’t misunderstand - I don’t care to brow-beat atheists or bash anyone who struggles with any kind of sexual sin. In my view, homosexuality is no worse than any other kind of sexual sin. I even believe we can be born this way, but that doesn’t get anyone off the hook, so to speak. Sin is sin, and there are consequences. Sin, enlivened by the law (or conscience), should produce death in us, so that we see our need for a Savior. [Well, that’s what I get from my studies, at least].
I just can’t go that route. I’ve only read one chapter, but right away, my thoughts (right or wrong) go to a picture of Canis Lupus wearing a pair of Uggs sheepskin boots.
Do most here in this forum follow the same path of Gulley? Is there anyone here who is all-out committed to and convinced of UR, who also finds Gulley’s work disheartening? So far, from what I have read and the one video I watched, I resonate with Dr. Robin Parry, but I believe he mentions Gulley as an influence(?)
Like Fox Mulder, “I want to Believe”. But I don’t want to become a Cultural Marxist in the process. Fair?
[EDIT: Upon searching, I can’t find a post in these forums from Dr. Robin Parry that mentions Gulley as an influence. I was confused.]