Sorry to hear that, when did this happen?
I suffer from constant migraine headaches which essentially take me out and there is no real cause for them that they can find, but once I realized our life is not our own, there is nothing, not even physical illness that can ever end it. It is one of the few reasons I worry little about anything because I know He is in me and I am in him despite what this body does to me. This is what it truly means to be Born-Again.
I remember being worried all the time about needing to fulfill some ministry role in the Body of Christ. I did what I thought Scripture said, “Strive”, “Workout”, “Tremble”, etc. but it made me a miserable person who could not do what I knew I needed to do. The Gospel of Salvation for all mankind changed that striving, and put me at complete peace. My striving comes through rest in Him; my working out of Salvation comes from knowing and submitting to the Lord knowing He is guiding my path and tremble with joy every time things look the bleakest I rejoice when He comes through!
Because of this experience, because of this knowledge, I realize what it means to be Born-Again. (Tying it back)