Hey all,
So I decided to sit down with myself and honestly assess everything I believe (religiously and philosophically). I wouldn’t say I’m completely happy with the realizations I came to, but it feels nice to be honest and toss everything out there. I just thought I’d post what I ended up with and see if anyone had any helpful arguments, agreements, comments, etc. to turn this into a discussion:
I believe that rationality of nearly no use when faced with life’s most important and necessary questions. It can give no reason for morality, meaning, or living, and is even incapable of justifying its own importance by its own scale.There can be no rational reason for even decidedly being rational.
I believe that Nature has no inherent, universal meaning or message that all reasonable people may interpret. It is full of glory and beauty and love and restoration, but also of death and sickness and suffering and disaster.
I believe that, (though it may clash paradoxically with some of my religious beliefs), I have no knowledge of what is right, moral, or necessary for anyone besides myself. I confess that I have no desire in my heart to convince or convert or alter anyone’s beliefs but my own, and that the thought of doing so is even horrifying and cruel to me.
I believe that, from any perspective, life is lived on the foundations of faith and irrationality.
I believe that the question of God’s existence has no rational answer, and that no one is capable of remaining a rational person when faced with it. Even agnosticism, in its practical effect, turns out almost identical to atheism – an irrational answer to the question.
I believe, though I have no answer or explanation as to why, that there is a loving and perfect and just God, and that I find him wholly within Christianity. In spite of this, I see no reason not to believe that each individual’s subjective perception of truth may be relative. Truth must be objective; perception of truth does not need to be. Two men may look upon the same truth and intellectually process it entirely differently. I see no reason that a Muslim and a Christian may not be trusting in the same God, only viewing him from different angles; (this would not be by virtue of Islam, but rather by the revelation of God).
I believe in the life, death, resurrection, and Kingdom of Jesus Christ. I believe he is the most perfect human ideal I can strive toward, and that attempting to follow him is worth sacrificing everything and everyone I love and value in life. I believe he is one with God the Father and with the Holy Spirit, and that he is now Lord of the heavens and the earth.
I believe that the primary message and purpose of Christ was to bring the Kingdom of God to earth, and that he inaugurated this Kingdom through his life, death, and resurrection. It is only within this Kingdom message that I understand salvation, repentance, sin, and morality.
I believe that the Kingdom of God is found wherever God reigns, whether in an individual’s heart or in the totality of the universe. I believe the Kingdom of God is where heaven and earth meet, and that creation was intended from the very beginning for the purpose of this meeting. I believe the mission and hope of Christianity is to bring heaven to earth in as many ways as possible until God marries the two completely and Shalom becomes reality.
I believe that the afterlife is almost never described or even mentioned in the entire Bible, and that, for the time being, it is of secondary importance. I believe in perfect continuity between this life and this creation and the afterlife and new creation. I believe in the bodily resurrection of both the just and the unjust, some to aionian life and some to aionian damnation, both on this world after it is re-created. I see no reason to believe that this damnation will be endless and punitive, but do see hints in scripture that it will be remedial, as the punishment of God usually is. I believe in the ‘apokatastasis of all things:’ the resurrection, re-creation, and salvation of all the cosmos and everything in it.
I believe that Christian salvation is both cosmic and personal. I believe that salvation is too mystical and expansive and enormous to define in any words, but that it redeems both individual sins and universal corruption. I believe that, in his death and resurrection, Christ defeated all the forces of evil and death that had filled the world. In one sense, death has already been destroyed; in another, it still persists. This is the paradox of Christian eschatology: God’s Kingdom has come on earth already, but not yet. Ethics can be determined in this light: those moral choices that will play a part in God’s Kingdom then are best for me to follow now; those that will not play a part in God’s Kingdom then are worst for me to follow now.
I believe that the one doctrine of Christian ethics is selflessness, in every capacity possible. I believe the one definitive purpose for my life is to serve and love others, with my time and sacrifice and money. I believe that embracing the present moment and refusing to live either in the future or the past is central to helping others and affirming this life.
I believe that the concept of faith is almost as multidimensional as the concept of salvation, and that describing it with words may be harmful. The pistis of the New Testament embodies belief, action, trust, faithfulness, and a state of the heart. I do not believe that anybody is saved by a mental belief alone, no matter how sound or correct it may be.
I believe that the Bible is a holy and sacred book, but do not believe that it is absolutely free from human error. I see no reason why minor factual errors would discredit its spiritual credibility, and believe that it is much healthier to remain honest about problems with the text than to rationalize them insincerely. I do not believe that all of the Bible is inspired in the same way – the prophets and gospels contain the words of God; the proverbs and epistles do not. Divine inspiration, however, can be accepted apart from divine dictation.
I believe there is neither a rational answer nor a Christian answer as to why suffering and evil exist. I don’t know whether or not these things will ever somehow be explained or justified; it is impossible for me to humanly fathom a way that they could be. Suffering, if it can be explained at all, can only be explained by answers even more bewildering than suffering itself; the book of Job proves this to me. I believe it is far better to live a life in response to these realities than to try to intellectually explain them; this is the model Christ gave me, and I believe that his crucifixion was his answer to the problem of evil.
I believe subjectively that I cannot follow Christ unless I absolutely refuse violence, wealth, and prosperity. While I have no judgments as to what other Christians can or can’t do, these are the standards I have for myself. As long as I possess what somebody else needs or even desires, I am not a Christian. So, in some sense, I’ve never been one.
I believe that, in spite of all my doubts and frustrations, it would be arrogant and ridiculous for me to firmly and lastingly deny any belief that men older, wiser, and more perfect than myself have found truth and peace in. For the sake of practicality, I need to hold to some beliefs and reject others, but this should not be done stubbornly or recklessly. I believe that, in this way, I need to “work out [my] own salvation, with fear and trembling.”