God has taken me on a quite a journey of faith to where I am now. He has certainly used fathering my children and my deepest desire to do that well to pave the way of my understanding. As I thought about my own upbringing and looked around to those I was going to church with raising their children I realized there had to be a better way. I thought to myself, " what better way and example to parent then God the father" and that is where 20 plus years of religion began to be dissolved by faith and the leading of the spirit.
I have a secure and deep faith that our God loves all and has redeemed all (past tense). I don’t always have proof texts for all that I cling to but I find I need them less and less the more I know my father.
What I have found is that everytime something creeps up in my mind to challenge my faith, everytime a passage of scripture arises that challenges my belief it is the religion that I was raised with that prompts the thought. It is the interpretation of the text that I was taught for so long that challenges. When I lean into my relationship of my father God all doubts subside.
I guess what I am saying is that my relationship and experience of faith screams that He loves all and saves all. Religion and my upbringing in it is the only thing that contradicts. What are your experiences with this? It is interesting to me that the only thing that seems to really stand opposed to this understanding of a truly loving God is a construct of religions and traditions of men, nothing that God instituted or created.
I try my very best to simply lead my children (6, 8, 10, & 12) to truth and let it/Him open their hearts and understanding as to opposed to the indoctrination that I received as a child. It is astounding the understanding that they take away from certain biblical texts when they are not pre-disposed to some doctrinal leaning.
I would love to hear what some of you have to say from your experiences.