I wanted to share this once again before I say goodbye. Thank you Jason for letting me come here and work through my issues over the years. I believe you are a good man even though I believe now in a universalism that encompasses all the mystics of all religions. Thank you to everybody who has helped me. I have been off my medicine for four months and I am doing 100 % better. It has been a long ride and journey. The time has come for me to go. It’s been a long journey but I think I’ve come to it’s end. I use to argue with people and study philosophy and science all the time. I got into it with the Astrophysicist Dr. Ross on the Radio one time and I snapped. We went from everything from time to eternity. When they took me to the hospital I could not think straight. My mind was spinning a thousand miles an hour. I was seeing beams of light going though my head. I was incoherent. We must do away with the doctrine of eternal suffering. It has caused me much pain and abuse. The conclusion I’ve come to is this. Logic is good in areas like math and science but when we are dealing with ultimate reality it is limited. The reason why is because ultimate reality is paradox. The world cannot be pieced together in one coherent worldview. There are too many different ways of looking at something. That is sanity. There are truths and they clash. That’s the way it is.
This has definitely been true for me.