Last night I was pondering what bothered me about how some Christians talk about God “sending sinners to hell.” We reflect a lot on this forum about the hell part of this equation, but last night I was thinking about what bothers me about the sinner part.
One of the things that bothers me when people talk about “sinners” going to hell is that it reduces a wonderfully rich and particular human biography to morality. In the end nothing else matters about you–nothing–except that you are a sinner. That’s the only thing of value or of interest about you, your moral performance.
It doesn’t matter that you are a really good cook.
It doesn’t matter that you were laid off this week.
It doesn’t matter that you love to knit.
It doesn’t matter that you visited the grave of your child this morning.
It doesn’t matter that you were a great high school athlete.
It doesn’t matter that you write poetry.
It doesn’t matter that you are lonely.
It doesn’t matter that you try to conserve water.
It doesn’t matter that you are a bit of a Tolkien nerd.
It doesn’t matter that you are funny and extroverted.
It doesn’t matter that you are shy and sensitive.
It doesn’t matter that your Dad used to beat you.
It doesn’t matter that you are a widow.
It doesn’t matter that you had breakfast with a friend this morning.
It doesn’t matter that you got employee of the month.
It doesn’t matter that you love to golf.
It doesn’t matter that you hate your job.
It doesn’t matter that your marriage is struggling.
It doesn’t matter that you have been ten years sober.
It doesn’t matter you just got back from your vacation in England.
It doesn’t matter that you’ve worked hard to lose some weight.
It doesn’t matter that you struggle with depression.
It doesn’t matter that you are a woman.
It doesn’t matter that you are an immigrant.
It doesn’t matter that you are a sports nut.
It doesn’t matter that you love Jane Austin.
In the end–because we are all sinners–none of this matters. All the richness of our lives, all the things that make us human, is subtracted out. In conservative Christian theology all that matters is that you are a sinner. That’s the only thing that God ultimately cares about, values and counts.
In those theological systems who you are–as a particular and unique creation of God–really doesn’t matter. Sinners go to hell. Not Richard, Susan, Jack or Sally. Just sinners.