Hello friends,
By way of introduction: I posted on this website a few years ago to ask some questions about Christian Universalism, and I eventually concluded that it was a true doctrine. Then I didn’t think about it very much for like, three years.
Recently, though, I watched Shoah, a nine-hour documentary about the Holocaust. I cannot describe in words what I have learned by watching this film. It has cut to the heart of me in a way that few experiences in my life have.
After watching it, I was depressed for about three days, not merely because of what I learned, but because watching the film reminded me of the inexpressibly repugnant doctrine of eternal suffering in Hell. It occurred to me that what happened to the victims of the Holocaust is nothing compared to what awaits many of them if the traditional doctrine of Hell is correct-- the thought that God has prepared an eternal Auschwitz for much of humanity is just more than I can bare.
I am struggling with intense doubt about this issue, because for three years I haven’t thought about Universalism really at all, but now I am worried that maybe I was wrong. Maybe Christian Universalism isn’t correct. Maybe people do suffer for all eternity (or are annihilated). But if that is true, I feel I will be driven to despair.
My question to all of you is: how can I have confidence that Christian Universalism is true, that Christ saves all? Is there a particular exercise or thought process I can utilize to quell my doubts about this subject? I read David Bentley Hart’s writing on Universalism, and he seems so confident in its truth I envy him a little. I bet you he never worries like this. I would like to possess that sort of confidence in Christ’s universal redemption.
I am just a very sensitive person, I guess. I feel everything so deeply. Any advice is greatly appreciated.
Sincerely,
Warren Conrad