Hey, Stuart
I’m not really sure what you’re getting at, but it sounds like you’ve seen at least a little bit of abuse in the charismatic/pentecostal churches. You’ll get no argument from me there. I’ve been in that scene too, and left it. There is a lot of abuse, though I’m sure there are also a lot of sincere people (even in the leadership) who love God and walk circumspectly. But there is also a lot of abuse.
The little balloons you use – the question marks and things – confuse me. I’m not sure what you mean by them, and I know you’re trying to communicate something with them, but just so you know, that’s not coming through for me. So if It seems to you like I’m not getting it, maybe that’s because your non-verbal cues aren’t conveying the meaning (to me) that you’re going for. Sorry about that – I’m trying.
I’m not sure what your mind is made up about, or what the evidence is that’s strong. Are you talking about the charismatic movement? If so, again, you’ll get no argument from me defending it. I know people who are godly men and women who still hold to it, but they’re no longer part of it either, so that just says to me that even if they mentally approve . . . well, they’ve removed themselves from it, and that speaks louder than words.
Just hazarding a guess, but it seems likely that you and I mean entirely different things when we speak of “personal revelation” (which I would call simply, hearing from God). Just to give you a little background, I do respect the word. I do a lot of memorization – not verses; chapters and books. I study the passage, look at the different translations, interlinears, Strongs and Vines definitions, and then take the version/s that seem to me most illuminating (they mostly do say the same things in different words) and write it all out, usually several times, and memorize it. I do all this because it’s the only way I can truly feel that I understand what’s being said, and because God uses these bits of knowledge of His word to speak back into my life.
Occasionally He’ll say something specific to me like “Slow down NOW” (I would have hit the huge calf on the other side of the hill if I hadn’t listened, so I’m glad we’re on two-way speaking terms), but usually it’s illumination of His word. It is possible to use an automobile as a weapon, to use it to aid in committing crime or immorality, to drive incompetently and hurt people – yet none of us feels that using automobiles is an unwise thing. Using them badly IS unwise. Hearing from God (or pretending to) can be used as a weapon, used as an aid in committing crime or immorality, used incompetently and cause harm to others, but learning to truly hear the voice of God is not an unwise thing. It is a wise thing to know the voice of the Shepherd.
I see someone else has also posted a comment, and I don’t want you to feel you’re being piled on in this. I don’t expect you (or anyone else) to accept everything or anything I say that I hear from God. It’s your job to judge everything anyone tells you – whether you should accept it or not – and absolutely, the ultimate yardstick is the rightly discerned written word.
Love you, Brother – in Him!
Cindy