Cole, I’m going to put this in very strong terms. Please understand this is my passion for Father and is not directed against you nor intended to hurt you. I say this to help you to read it because if you thought I was angry with you it might make it hard for you to understand what I’m really saying.
Do you take all this gore literally, Cole? It is FAR more true than that. Only very small truths can be conveyed literally. The Lord is holy, holy, holy. Certainly, CERTAINLY He is. It does not follow that He IS holiness (whatever you think holiness IS). He is loving, loving, loving too, even though there is not a specific verse to state this in precisely these terms. However we ARE told that not only is He loving; but that He in fact, IS love.
His robes are dipped in blood? Whose blood do you suppose this to be? I used to think it was the blood of His enemies, and certainly there is ample reason to see that the blood of His enemies does flow in His judgment of them for the sake of those they have oppressed. But the blood on His robes? It is the blood of the covenant – the blood covenant He swore to Abraham and in which Abraham was not permitted to participate. Our God staked His OWN blood to keep the covenant – to keep both His side AND the side of Abraham and his children. It was His own blood that soaked His own body as by OUR hands that dear body was more marred and disfigured than any other man – so marred and disfigured He hardly looked like a man at all. Think of that. THIS is what we did to Him and what He allowed to be done – what He swore Himself TO allow. It was the price of the covenant – the price He KNEW He would be called upon to pay for Adam’s and Abraham’s seed, on whose behalf He swore that very covenant.
Yes, other blood has flowed and other blood will undoubtedly flow in future times, but THAT blood is not the blood of the covenant.
The scriptures point unflinchingly to the ESSENCE of God being love. His holiness is one attribute of His love. His justice and His mercy (often both of these words are translated from the exact same Hebrew and/or Greek word) are also attributes of His love. His judgment is an attribute of His love and so is His anger. Every true description you can give of our Holy God is an attribute of His LOVE. He is shockingly, awesomely, terrifyingly powerful, and He Is LOVE. You do not want to fall on the wrong side of this love, but do not mistake. The wrong side of His love is infinitely preferable to the idea (if it were possible) of escaping from the actions of His purifying and (to the wicked) painful, but ultimately healing love.
His love, Cole, can be a terrifying thing, and it is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of an angry God – but if you’ve done wrong, that is the only safe place to be – in His hands. Because He will bring you right and while He may prefer to do it in the least painful way possible for you and all concerned (including Himself), He WILL do whatever it takes. THAT is what His holiness is. There is absolutely nothing unclean or filthy or depraved or twisted or sadistic or monstrous about it. His holiness is pure fire that burns away all that corruption. He is most certainly NOT the filthiness He is destroying. He is terrifyingly and devastatingly pure and holy. He means us to be perfect and because He intends and purposes it, so shall we be. That includes both All kinds of us and ALL of us. He cannot be expected to satisfy Himself with a mere specimen of one or several or hundreds of examples of each kind (if THAT were possible, as we are each of us a kind unto ourselves thanks to His absolutely infinite creativity and genius). He owns us all. Why, I ask, should He conceivably be expected to let one atom of all that is His go to the enemy or to the void or to some gray prison where WE tell HIM that He must segregate that which we worms believe and authoritatively declare to be beyond His ability to salvage?
Why do we presume to think Him to be like us – weak and prone to failure? I myself fail over and over and over as do we all, and that is only in the space of a day. He is perfect. He never is weak or weary, and His holiness never fails, NOR does any other aspect of His love. I suppose to the wicked desiring to hold onto his wickedness, this might seem monstrous, but that is only because the wicked sees through the eyes of the monster that he himself is, and wishes to remain. Father will no more permit this person to remain a monster than He will Himself become a monster at any time.