I’m a Calvinist/Universalist. Like the New Calvinists I incorporate the Catholic mystics and paradox into my theology. I believe that Christ died for the elect and that He saves the elect by grace through faith in this lifetime. The reprobate undergo the corrective punishment and purification of the “Lake of Fire” in the next life. Faith is for this age not the next. When we daily repent, confess our sins, and trust in Christ and the Father we are forgiven and guaranteed God’s blood bought promises. God is in control and when my faith is in Him anxiety and frustrations are released and I can live in the present moment. Because my future is secure and in God’s hands I have hope. It’s faith - hope - and love that is the motivating factor. We know we are saved when we fall madly in love with Christ. We are the bride of Christ and Christ is neither male or female in the spirit. It’s the same experience the Christian mystics have when they come into faith union with Christ whose very essence is beauty and love. Union with Christ is a mystical union entered in by faith. We become one with Him. He is in us and we are in Him. This is how our sins become His and His righteousness becomes ours. We are crucified with Christ as sin is condemned and then we are resurrected to new life with Christ as our sin and God’s wrath is removed from our vision so that we can see and feel the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. Blood in the Bible symbolizes life. Sin brings spiritual death. In faith union with Christ, His blood cleanses and purifies our sins and gives us life as God’s wrath is removed. It brings a smile to God’s face when we are cleansed and purified. It’s not the suffering and blood in and of itself that pleases God but in what Christ was accomplishing in giving grace to sinners and cleansing our sins. God’s not a sadistic blood-freak. Jesus is our mercy seat where our sins are cleansed and expiated and God’s wrath is propitiated. It’s this removal of sin and wrath that opens us up to see and feel the beauty of Christ’s holy love.
Union
In union with you upon the cross
As love’s arrow pierces my heart
I die to myself and suffer loss
Then given a new life and start
Buried to my old self I then rise
Vision is now clear as I can see
New self reflects in Your eyes
The person I am and want to be
Looking deeper into Your face
Beauty becomes brighter inside
With no more wrath only grace
In union with You I now confide