I think that in order for us to be self-conscious, we must experience a separation and distance from God. This means, I think, that we must have free will in order to know ourselves as singular, independent beings from God and others. Self-consciousness seems to me to require the experience of personal agency. That is, I must be aware that I am the cause of my own acts. To truly be a cause of my own acts, I must possess freedom or autonomy, at least for a time. I think the traditional free will defenses mostly fail because they give the incorrect reason regarding WHY God gave us this freedom. I also think that the definition of free will which follows from the traditional defense is problematic.
Most defenders of the FWD say that free will was given to creatures because it is only through it that good acts are possible. But here we must ask what definition of freedom is being used. If we mean “the ability to do otherwise” then that would entail that God cannot do good - for he does not have this kind of free will. Neither can it mean “the ability to sin,” for then God could do acts of goodness.
The only definition of free will that can be coherently applied to both creatures and God without equivocating the term is “to be the cause of one’s acts.” To possess autonomy or free will it need not be the case that one can “do otherwise.” Now, some will say that it is only by being the cause of one’s acts that an act can have value or be good, and that is why God gave us free will. But I think this is contradicted all the time by personal experience. A mother does not libertarianly choose to love her child, nor does a lover choose to love his beloved, nor a dog his master. These are simply emotions that “happen to” us. We are not their “free” cause. But that doesn’t make such acts less good. I do not think it possible to be “oneself” the cause of a generating love towards another. Also, this would imply that unless one was able to freely, of ones self as a cause, constantly love God in heaven, one’s act would not be good. But I do not think either those in heaven are anything less than confirmed in their act of will. They do not continually make the free choice from their own selves.
So I think it follows to say that compatibilistic freedom is not something which takes away or destroys from the goodness of an act. I think the saved in heaven will be compatibilistically free - that is, they will be “made” from a source outside themselves to love perfectly. I also think that compatibilistic freedom is the best way to account for many themes in Scripture - particularly the strong passages which portray God using irresistible grace to convert people (like Paul.) Compatibilistic freedom is certainly more consistent with my personal experiences as well. Most times when I’ve “conquered” temptations it is not because I have sent them away perfectly with my own will. Rather it seems they just have no power over me at the moment or anymore. It seems very much that they are “taken” from me as live options. Further, many of our beliefs are not things we “choose” nor have any power in choosing, particularly regarding our belief in God and Jesus. We just simply “see” them or “find ourselves believing them.” But surely we would say such acts of faith are good.
So if God could have made his creatures compatibilistically free and not detracted from the good that they did, why did he not?
This is where I think the traditional free will defense needs to be tweaked. Here is my suggestion: I think it’s because the gift of free will doesn’t have anything to do with the ability to do an ***ACT - (though that is a secondary and unavoidable consequence) - but rather it has to do with the ability to possess a KNOWLEDGE or PERCEPTION ***otherwise impossible.
Is it not possible that free will was granted in order for us to know ourselves as separate from God, and, in order to be fully “united” to God and know that WE – as separate beings and existences – were joined to him, we would have to experience a contingency or separateness otherwise impossible without that very autonomy? To be a self implies independence, separation. For the idea of us as selves to be true, we must become aware of our own freedom. How indeed could a self-conscious being understand itself or the idea of causation, except by experiencing both its own freedom and its ability to determine things? I know the difference between a voluntary cause and an involuntary one only because I have FELT the difference. I know that when I reach to take this glass, or kiss my wife, or ask for forgiveness that I do so, oftentimes, under the experience of volition, but that when I sneeze or blush or feel a strong wind that these things are HAPPENING TO ME. I don’t think the two ideas - self-consciousness and causation - could exist in the mind of a rational agent or ever arise unless it experienced true FREE WILL.
George MacDonald wrote somewhere: “For the very beginnings of unity there must be two.” Perhaps to have any intelligible experience of the thought “I am joined to God!” we must first exist as separate, free beings apart from him? Perhaps it is only in this context that the “I” in the “I am joined to God” could be understood? And it is just because we happen to be in relation to God while we are here on earth experiencing our freedom that we are able to sin. God could not make us free and prevent us from sinning - even omnipotence cannot do that.
And so by experiencing personal, self conscious causation, we are able both to know ourselves as independent beings, but also to experience what it means to be a “cause” and the “source” of “good” in the sense that we are, when we experience freedom, trying ourselves to BE good. Perhaps this knowledge is necessary to fully appreciate the truth that “God is the cause of my eternal bliss! He is the source of all my good!” in the afterlife.
Maybe to be one, there must first be two.
Thoughts?